顶到底是怎样的体验

把它当成一个独立的普通故事就看着还可以因为这段时间的心境还是看得挺开心的 You weren't there when I needed you. But it's okay. I never expected you to be. I knew it very early. The way you held my hand so gentle. Almost... weak. Like how you touched me in bed. I thought, "this is someone I'll have to carry." This is not a man you can count on. This is not a man. I'd like you to go.